i...
i need a hug.

I wonder if my Discord friends think I'm dead or not.

hinga durr i'm not dead

I think social interaction might be my addiction.
I'm constantly craving it, but every time I get it, something goes horribly wrong. I'm like a black hole of horrible social interactions.
Not to mention that because of my schedule, I do nothing. 24/7. Without friends to talk to, i have nothing to do.
But every time I talk to someone, in a few months we have a critical falling out that results in broken friendships, and one person straight up thinking I abused them.
And yet I keep coming back like some kind of addict.
I KNOW it's bad for me, AND the other people involved, but I can't fucking stop.

No, I'm NOT okay.

What is this, a goddamn ghost town?

sorry i've been so absent. It might be a lot more frequent than you think.
anyways Bring Me The Horizon's new EP dropped a few days ago, and i have not been able to stop listening to it.
Mainly "1x1".
"1x1"'s chorus is just so goddamn infectious.

See ya in a month or two, when i remember to check this damn place!

This place is a lawless wasteland.
However, it's always either one or the other.
Sometimes it's lawless, others it's a wasteland.

Right now it's a wasteland.

no one must know that i am just a hat that is piloting a mannequin

today is a day

i am once again thinking about the fuckstick who abused me.

i don't think i'm depraved enough for this website

Things i do without thinking:
- rock back and forth constantly.
- drum my fingers on tables.
- sing

me, whenever i see someone being absolute human scum: hey you! yeah you, scumbag! i'm gonna beat you to death with a bag of bricks! i'm gonna feed you nails until your intestines bleed! i won't stop until you're hospitalized!
me, every OTHER time: bumps into you Oh shit! Are you hurt? Here, have 177 band-aids and an entire hospital to tend to your wounds. I am a fool and a disgrace for allowing this to happen, and I am forever in your debt for this folly of mine. What do you desire as compensation? Money? Gold? Blood? I can make it happen! Oh god, I'm so sorry!

we all say that we want to kill ourselves as a joke all the time, but we're all too scared to actually do it

why is my name red